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[03 Feb 2005|05:39pm] |
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i'm moving!!!!
to a new journal.
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add it. love it. comment. me love you long time. okie? okie.
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[02 Feb 2005|04:45pm] |
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went over danielles yesterday afternoon. fun. sorta kinda. kicked emilys ass (literally, kicked. her. tooshie. with. my. foot.) dress down day. whatever. congrats to mrs.addis even though she'll never set sighte on this litte journal of mine.
i love the candy bitch and he still owes me a dollar and some prune juice.
nice comeback, farthead.
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| they're all wearing the same jeans!! |
[30 Jan 2005|04:02pm] |
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yesterday was uber fun.
around 4:30ish i went to go pick up hannah and my mommy took us to the mall. first stop: FYE. we were in there for at least a half an hour. ;odjljhfhfilhsdflkdshf9yrhdoifhnflksa. craaaazy. she bought the letterkills cd and i bought one of the new bright eyes cd. i sort of regret that purchase now. i wish i had gone with prettygirlsmakegraves. oh well. soo then we "fast walked" our way to charlotte russe because i was looking for pearls but i didnt find the pearls and i was very upset. then we went to pacsun. i bought socks. woo!! and han bought a hoodie for her sis. i almost bought a belt, but decided not to at the last minute. hot topic. uhm. i bought.. 2 pins; one was like this green background with a pink revolver and then another one which says "professional air guitarist". and i got the A Thorn For Every Heart CD. wicked. after that we just walked around and such, went into borders. nothing spectacular. then we saw the down escalator and she ran up it. i did as well, made it to the top, and then fell. ouch. laughter. boo-boos. mhm. DEB. ewwwwww! yeah. danielle called me when we were in there and told us about the show over at PHS. i heard Fell Far Behind and freaked out and jumped up and down and then calmed down. hung up. called mother and father. then hannah did the same. eventually, we made it to the show. saw crystal, danielle, bobby haller, and this boy and a girl. boy = cob. hahaha. we made it just in time to see Fell Far Behind and they were brilliant. i enjoyed watching/listening to them. they were the only band we watched, seeing as the rest of the night was spent talking and testing reflexes. so we all wanted a Fell Far Behind CD, so we sent danielle to look for the lead singer, who conveinentally (sp?) lives on her streeet and knows her. lucky!! anyways, we all talked to him. got the CDs. hannah asked if he would play at her graduation party, which might be combined with mine..? idk. nothings definite, because its only januar. lol. so yeah it was fun. and i got hugs. and then mr.gaudite came to pick us up, i came home. made pizza. ate it. slept.
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[29 Jan 2005|12:21pm] |
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so yesterday was my 14th birthday. yay 14!!
came into school, gave ryan a ginormous hug. i also got a hug from molly m. even though it probably wasnt good for her health since she had just gone thru some kind of heart-beating-too-fast incident that same morning, lol. i received a lot of "happy birthdays!" from people, and when hannah came in, she decided to make me the coolest card in the world. she grabbed paper towels and was going to make a kickass card on it, but it got confiscated during math! *gasp!*.
um, then we had social studies, went to church, and had science, as usual. english was quite entertaining. being the SPS gazzette editor, hannah wanted to spruce some things up, and, as most SPS students are aware, used the word "tubular." so mrs. lesniak was on her case about the word and its true meaning and hannah's defense was, "have you seen fern gulley?" haha. oh man, good times. until i had to read the definition, which contained no explanation of the slang term.
hugs and stuff at lunchtime. sr.alice wished me a happy birthday as well. um. yeah. *cringes*
the rest of the afternoon consisted of preparing for multi-cultural week. hannah, lj, and lauren had to draw french scenes on the board, and i helped hannah out with the coloring towards the end. that chalk was a bitch and our nails took a beating. before i left, hannah gave me her CD, which contained Atreyu's song "lipgloss and black" and i listened to it on the bus ride home.
after school, i came home and watched the mighty ducks. hahaha. then, i got a shower and whatnot. rushed to clean up the house a little bit, including my room which was quite the task itself. michelle and marybeth came at around 5:50ish. they were the first ones. we watched the end of "GUTS" and a little bit of "Figure It Out" on Nick2. haha. oh, oldschooltelevision. then, hannah came over with her guitar and her karaoke game. somewhere after that, meaghan, john, maura, and john showed up. and molly was casually late. haha. we all decided to play hannah's karaoke machine. ljsdflkdshfklsdhfieshyof8wqiwhndkasf. it was soooo much fun. i have never laughed so hard in my life. hannah beasted at the game. me and meaghan together got to our 3 song, but then failed. lmao. sean sounded like a girl. me and maura were trying to sing along to someones karaoke and we ended up saying "ka busha bumpsha head!" rofl!! i love that girl!!, so much more. lol. after we had bagel bites and such, we decided to have cake and ice cream. hannah broke out her guitar and played happy birthday for me, and then we sang, and i tried to blow out my candles. when i say tried, i mean struggled. but i got thru it. strawberry ice cream + cookie dough + cake = fun. maura came up and caked me. i was in.... complete. shock. took pictures, as we had been doing the whole night. then meg and maura came with me to go wash off my face. it was all thru my bangs and up my nose and all that good stuff! lol. came back downstairs and they were karaoke-ing away. fun fun. opened my gifts and my cards. all of which were beautiful! michelle got me a tiger with a leather jacket on that said "wild thing" which i fell madly madly in love with. marybeth had made me this really cute card with a picture of me and her on the front and a lovely note inside. she also purchased me the somethingcorporateliveinventuratheatre dvd!!!! i was uber excited. molly finn drew me a picture of myself, just like napoleon did for trisha, and i'm going to frame it! john gave me a birthday orange, which was later split between me, hannah, and john, hahaha. meaghan gave me a giftcard, and needless to say, me and her are most definately going shopping in the near future. maura made me a pretty card =D as did sean. i felt ever so loved. so after we did all that, we went back to a little karaoke-ing and then began watching napoleon dynamite. everyone got reeeally quiet, except for the bursts of laughter, while watching it. and meaghan is really ticklish. around 10 maybe we got kicked out of the living room and told to go to the backroom, which we did, eventually. there was nothing on TV for us to watch. although hannah and maura and meg got excited when they say "hardball" on the TV listings, but it was nothing more than a news documentary on prisoners. =( oh well. john was doing his Linda voice and we still had a good time despite the lack of anything to do, reeally. a lot of memories from like 3-7 grade come up. hahaha. that was funny. it made me giggle. slowly, everyone departed, and then me, michelle, maura, meg, and hannah were left. hannah played some more songs on her guitar and everyone just sorta talked. it was fun. until maura and everyone had to leave. but before hannah left, she gave me the papertowel card she had made me, which made me smile because it was like the coolest card in the world.
i had a good birthday this year.
now, im gonna go cleanup last nights mess and maybe make some breakfast. or lunch. since its so late now.
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[27 Jan 2005|04:28pm] |
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shows:
1/29
6 pm
grand slam USA, mt laurel
$7
the exchange route, templeton, apology not accepted, a true story, worst thing since jersey
1/30
benefit show for tsunami victims
6 pm
grand slam
$10
finding westerly, worst thing since jersey and more
2/4
american legion hall
gibbsboro, nj
530 pm
$5
arms of orion, red tuesday, a sense of belonging, dirty larry, anguish in her eyes
2/5
the third floor
moorestown
7pm
$5
one's svered heart, fusion heroes, iris, finding opus, four of a kind, red tuesday
a million guhzillion babillion thanks to Becki for hooking me up with aaaalllll of this information =D
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| stolen from maryanne. tehe? |
[26 Jan 2005|08:39pm] |
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ask me 3 questions, anything, and i will answer honestly, put this in ur journal and allow anyone to ask you 3 questions..
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[26 Jan 2005|05:19pm] |
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dear my friends,
in the time we've spent, forever after beyond this, when will our nightmare end?
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| back to school..? |
[25 Jan 2005|09:07pm] |
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well lets go all the way back to the very beginning of my day. i woke up at like 4am and listened to music. to be exact, i listened to the early november and hawthorne heights. that wasn't the best idea in the world. due to this sudden interest in music so early in the morn, i did not fall back asleep and i was dead tired all day. ba hum bug. anyways, my mommy came and told me i had school so i hauled my ass out of bed and got dressed and brushed my teeth and all that boring stuff we all do in the morning. mother took me and kevin to school at 7:15, so i was the first one in. good thing, too, because i had to fill out my service hour papers. uhm. i dont think i did more than like 7 hours, but thats okie because i am a grand liar when it comes to that. talked to mo. and liz, molly, and brig. social studies test. passing notes in science. spelling bee thingy in english. i got 2 wrong. bonanza and ferret. hahahahaha. oh, i'm good. lol =D i really dont wanna be in the spelling bee. at all. you don't get like money or anything, just a trophy that i dont think you even get to keep. whatevaaah. math = sleep time. well, sort of. by then i was very drowsy. and john was breathing heavily and i really wanted to punch him, but i couldnt do that because hes like my favorite person in the world. and he kept cheering me up through out the day, even if i was bitchy to him due to my sleepiness. lunchtime was nothing special. i ate and "socialized" and all that yummie stuff that comes along with lunch period. indoor recess. so i hung out with sean, john, and dan. ooh lala. the afternoon drug on forever but luckily everyone in my class is flipping hilarious. danielle made me a heart from a paperclip..? and computers sucked. hmm. the end.
just for the record
you made me cry
but i love you anyway
okie?
okie.
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[24 Jan 2005|12:32pm] |
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this is what living like this does.
i'm sick of you and you're self pity. you're not the victim if you painted the scene yourself. we can't help who we connect with, and you can't persuade us. screw you and your teenage drama. excuse me for wanting to live life without worrying about who called who what or what pair of jeans she wore to the party. excuse me for going thru the same things as other people have. excuse me for living. excuse me for disliking your promiscuous manner. how am i to accept who you are if you're denying who you are? i know i can't change you, i can't taint your actions, but for God's sake, if not changing for me, change for yourself. i'm sure you'd be a lot better off. don't send your little friends to address me. talk to me yourself. i'll listen. but then it'll be your turn to hear all the times you've fucked up, because, believe me, you have. i know you go thru a lot, too, but i dont care for slitwrist headlines and tearstained memos everyday. i've supported you thru a lot, i've stuck up for you, made sure the slander was at least halted, so why do you stab me in the back? i'll bite my lip and pause my words some more, if thats what you want. is that what you need? 'cause if it is, i'm more than glad to, but don't expect me to keep calm for very long.
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| St.Pete's Dance. |
[22 Jan 2005|02:08pm] |
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last night = st. peters dance. the last dance our school actually held was when my brother was in 6th grade, i believe, and now he's a senior in high school. so yes. it has been quite a time. no one was really there, and since there were a bunch of pole supports around, a bunch of crazy kids were testing their stripper skills. one in particular bothered me. a lot. some kids decided to have their own little party in the back, which i thought was rather lame. the dj was good. tons better than the st. stephens dj. so ha. like always, there was drama, but it didnt really matter that much because everyone was having a good time at one point or another. chucky gave michelle his belt buckle for the night, which she proudly wore around her neck, courtesy of the necklace i gave her to support it. the necklace is fairly stretched out now, due to the weight of the belt buckle. they only played two slow songs. one toward the very beginning, and one at the very end. i forget what the first song was, but i think danielle was dancing with sean. the last dance was "angel" by some girl. that was fun. yes it was.
( i hope you have the time of your life )
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[18 Jan 2005|06:38pm] |
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okie. pink guns are officially off my cool list. which most likely means they're on everyone else's cool list now. so i'm moving on to Retro. retro is cooler than pink guns. retro owns you. you know you're lovin' the bright ass neons. don't deny it.
i'm sorry i've been slackin off with this thing. i've been busy messing with myspace. sorry.
graduation photos tomorrow. does everyone know how they're gonna wear their hair? i do.
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| the dance ♥ |
[15 Jan 2005|09:16pm] |
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so last night was the CCHS dance. what whaa! i wore my skills shirt. molly came to pick me up around 7ish. picked up marybeth. headed to dance. waited in line. finally got in. said hi to sean, nicole, christian and basically everyone we knew. crazy moshing to pop songs. meeting random people. hiding behind vinny. arm wrestling. picture taking. drpepper purchasing. dancing. getting lost a lot. watching chucky's hat be placed on 3 different peoples heads. losing my plaid flower. hmm, i think that about sums it up.
( el pictures..? )
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Dear Journal,
sappy conversations, bad butterflies in nervous bellies, and 10 thousand reasons why life sucks have caused me to veer of course. I don't know whats wrong with me. The other day, i spontaneously began to cry. I don't mean just crying, though; I mean balling my eyes out. Luckily, my friends give the coolest internet/cyber hugs in the world. And then act like they were just plugging things in, because we all know hugging computers is odd. But back to the main idea. It scares me how i feel lightheaded at random times, and it scares me even more how I cry for "no reason." Well actually, maybe there is a reason and I'm just refusing to see it.
I doubt anyone will read this, and thats okie if they don't. But seeing my thoughts written down tends to help.
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[13 Jan 2005|03:10pm] |
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last night consisted of sponatenous, spaztic tears. the spill canvas. very high "emo levels" (haha hannah.) wanting to go to michelle&marybeths basketball game. straighteners. and massive amounts of eyeliner.
i'm currently reading "The Perks of Being a Wallflower" it is a brilliant book. it kinda scares me sometimes, but its a very good book, nonetheless.
Fr.Anthony came in today. enough fucking said.
the spill canvas creates quite a stir with me. i like them a lot. yesterday i was drowning in indie and acoustic music. idk. it just fit the mood, i guess.
hugs heal.
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[11 Jan 2005|06:26pm] |
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everytime you breathe, i hope you think of me.
( this is not a small cut that scabsdriesflakes&heals! )
today in school was normal. i went book shopping shortly after i arrived home. my mom is a good listener, and i'm terrible at looking for books.
a thorn for every heart owns you. k? k.
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